40. The word "penultimate". (It means second to last. How cool is that?)
39. Getting lots of green lights on the way to work.
38. Getting a red light when I need to read or send a text.
37. Getting the whole text in before the light changes.
36. Baby's feet.
35. Dr. Suess books. (Yertle the Turtle? The Sneetches? So many life lessons for kids!)
34. The Peanuts.
33. Baker's twine.
32. The movie 1776.
31. Sarah Vowell talking about history.
30. Toy Story. (especially II)
29. Being in my groove. (Happens about 4 times a year. :P)
28. The Google machine.
27. Peanut butter straight out of the jar.
26. Peonies!
25. Watching planes land at Cleveland International.
24. Coloring.
23. My bed.
22. Carved pumpkins.
21. A-ha moments.
And so concludes this penultimate installment of 200 things. Tomorrow is the big day. Ok, not really. It's just the last day. And then we'll find something new to talk about. Maybe 200 things that piss me off. :P Just kidding. But don't think I couldn't do it. ;)
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Saturday, July 30, 2011
200 things: part 8
Went out to dinner tonight with my manfriend, to one of our favorite local burger joints (so refreshing to have a favorite spot that isn't a chain) and we're talking about our days. He's telling me a story and suddenly it occurs to me that his face looks funny. Funny, but a familiar funny. About three years ago he had a bout of bells palsy that left the left side of his face paralyzed for about 4 months. It didn't hurt, per se, but the paralysis means that the affected eye doesn't close properly, which makes it hard to sleep and causes the eye to become very dry and uncomfortable. He actually had to tape his eye shut for a couple of weeks when it was at its worst. There's also issues that crop up with eating, since it's hard to control the lips. At any rate, sitting there trying to enjoy my burger, the implications washed over me. It's already been a really rough year for him health wise, and this is so minor, and yet still such a pain in the ass. The recurrence isn't a huge surprise - everyone I know that has dealt with bells palsy once has had to deal with twice. But still. Back off. Find someone else, okay?
So here we are. Day 8 of the 200 Things project, finding myself really needing this opportunity to focus on the happiness.
60. Brown Bag Burgers.
59. diet Pepsi, over crushed ice.
58. Today. (Not including the whole BP realization.)
57. Really good coupons.
56. Punches. (I know I love my Silhouette, but damned if I'm not semi-addicted to buying craft punches.)
55. The Cuyahoga County Public Library system. (Amazing. They have everything, the website ROCKS, there are DOZENS of branches...and free entertainment when money is tight? Hell yes!)
54. January 7th. (The first day after the Christmas return period, when we can finally breath a sigh of relief.)
53. October.
52. June.
51. CUPCAKES!
50. Laptops. (Like portable joy!)
49. Cleveland's Museum of Contemporary Art.
48. Scarves.
47. Swinging. (Actual swings at the park. Get your mind out of the gutter.)
46. Photo walks.
45. Discovering new music.
44. An unexpected compliment that is believable.
43. My memories of living in Indiana.
42. NOT having a mother-in-law!
41. Having a vocabulary buddy. (Her eyes lit up when I used "lugubrious" in casual conversation...and that's how it started.)
So here we are. Day 8 of the 200 Things project, finding myself really needing this opportunity to focus on the happiness.
60. Brown Bag Burgers.
59. diet Pepsi, over crushed ice.
58. Today. (Not including the whole BP realization.)
57. Really good coupons.
56. Punches. (I know I love my Silhouette, but damned if I'm not semi-addicted to buying craft punches.)
55. The Cuyahoga County Public Library system. (Amazing. They have everything, the website ROCKS, there are DOZENS of branches...and free entertainment when money is tight? Hell yes!)
54. January 7th. (The first day after the Christmas return period, when we can finally breath a sigh of relief.)
53. October.
52. June.
51. CUPCAKES!
50. Laptops. (Like portable joy!)
49. Cleveland's Museum of Contemporary Art.
48. Scarves.
47. Swinging. (Actual swings at the park. Get your mind out of the gutter.)
46. Photo walks.
45. Discovering new music.
44. An unexpected compliment that is believable.
43. My memories of living in Indiana.
42. NOT having a mother-in-law!
41. Having a vocabulary buddy. (Her eyes lit up when I used "lugubrious" in casual conversation...and that's how it started.)
Friday, July 29, 2011
200 things: part 7
I had about 7 things that popped into my head after I finished yesterday's entry, and now... Oops. Should've written them down.
80. Big Love.
79. Just about anything to do with polygamy and/or FLDS.
78. The Help. (If you haven't read it yet, now is the time.)
77. Funny typos. (I recently texted that I let a customer get a way with something because I was a "pullover". Push, pull...same diff, right?)
76. Damnyouautocorrect.com. (OMG, this is an instant bad mood lifter for me. I will giggle until I turn red. Not pretty.)
75. Random interesting things I learn through work. (Today I talked to a guy who's taking part in the 48 Hour Film Festival here in Cleveland. Really very cool.)
74. Banana snowballs with marshmallow topping. (apparently "snowballs" are really regional to Maryland. I'd kill for a trip to The Original Snowball Stand in Woodstock, MD, where were used to go 3 or 4 times a month growing up.
73. While we're talking food, I'll admit that a real Philly Cheesesteak is my all time favorite food, and when I take that first bite I close my eyes and thank Jesus for cheese. And cheap meat products. And, apparently, grease. :P
72. Summer break. (You don't appreciate time until you hardly have any to yourself.)
71. Cable.
70. Talking in the dark.
69. 69? Hee hee hee.
68. Have I mentioned IM yet??
67. Hard crabs. Picnic tables. Bottles of beer on ice. Old Bay seasoning.
66. Angry Birds.
65. Gray hair. (Ok, not on me, but there are people I know who rock the salt'n'peppa and it's hot.)
64. Gift cards.
63. Watching my kids play Dance Party on the Wii.
62. Printed pictures.
61. Back to school sales.
It's funny, but 20 things no longer seems like enough...I want to keep going. But we're going to stretch out the goodness. :)
80. Big Love.
79. Just about anything to do with polygamy and/or FLDS.
78. The Help. (If you haven't read it yet, now is the time.)
77. Funny typos. (I recently texted that I let a customer get a way with something because I was a "pullover". Push, pull...same diff, right?)
76. Damnyouautocorrect.com. (OMG, this is an instant bad mood lifter for me. I will giggle until I turn red. Not pretty.)
75. Random interesting things I learn through work. (Today I talked to a guy who's taking part in the 48 Hour Film Festival here in Cleveland. Really very cool.)
74. Banana snowballs with marshmallow topping. (apparently "snowballs" are really regional to Maryland. I'd kill for a trip to The Original Snowball Stand in Woodstock, MD, where were used to go 3 or 4 times a month growing up.
73. While we're talking food, I'll admit that a real Philly Cheesesteak is my all time favorite food, and when I take that first bite I close my eyes and thank Jesus for cheese. And cheap meat products. And, apparently, grease. :P
72. Summer break. (You don't appreciate time until you hardly have any to yourself.)
71. Cable.
70. Talking in the dark.
69. 69? Hee hee hee.
68. Have I mentioned IM yet??
67. Hard crabs. Picnic tables. Bottles of beer on ice. Old Bay seasoning.
66. Angry Birds.
65. Gray hair. (Ok, not on me, but there are people I know who rock the salt'n'peppa and it's hot.)
64. Gift cards.
63. Watching my kids play Dance Party on the Wii.
62. Printed pictures.
61. Back to school sales.
It's funny, but 20 things no longer seems like enough...I want to keep going. But we're going to stretch out the goodness. :)
Thursday, July 28, 2011
200 things: part 6
I'm impressed with my sticktoitiveness on this. But actually find myself mentally bookmarking things to put on the list throughout the day.
100. That I'm signed up for a my first math class in 21 years. So exciting!
99. That I've already come up with a hundred things that I love or make me smile. Yay me!
98. Movies that are made for kids, but have humor that goes over the kids' heads and right to mom and dad. Awesome.
97. Echo Park.
96. Little letter stickers. (Even though I did say that I didn't like them. I lied. Or changed my mind. Or something.)
95. Thinking about my new camera. (That still hasn't arrived. I'm so frustrated, but so very excited!)
94. Tim Gunn.
93. Easy A.
92. Footie socks. (How odd, and yet opening my sock drawer and seeing them all lined up waiting to make my feet cozy: aaaaah.)
91. Golden hour.
90. Right after a storm, when it's cooled down and the humidity lifts and the sun comes out.
89. Messenger bags.
88. Breakfast Hot Pockets. (And every time I think about them I sing Hooot Poooockets, a la Jim Gaffigan)
87. Christmas lights.
86. The white party/string lights in the screened-in porch.
85. Watching the snow fall. (But only if I don't have to drive in it.)
84. Funky silver jewelry. (This is headed my way.)
83. The library.
82. Snickerdoodles. (Even the name of them is fun.)
81. Watching the dog watch me as I spread peanut butter on her rawhide bone. (It's all just anticipation, but I like to think of it as love.)
Another easy-breezy installment of 200 things that make me happy. Tune in next time.
p.s. Did you know that the correct spelling of "pouring" in the context of "pouring over pictures" is actually "poring"? True story. Too bad I didn't know that little factoid the week I signed up for Shimelle's blogging for scrapbookers class a year and a half ago...
100. That I'm signed up for a my first math class in 21 years. So exciting!
99. That I've already come up with a hundred things that I love or make me smile. Yay me!
98. Movies that are made for kids, but have humor that goes over the kids' heads and right to mom and dad. Awesome.
97. Echo Park.
96. Little letter stickers. (Even though I did say that I didn't like them. I lied. Or changed my mind. Or something.)
95. Thinking about my new camera. (That still hasn't arrived. I'm so frustrated, but so very excited!)
94. Tim Gunn.
93. Easy A.
92. Footie socks. (How odd, and yet opening my sock drawer and seeing them all lined up waiting to make my feet cozy: aaaaah.)
91. Golden hour.
90. Right after a storm, when it's cooled down and the humidity lifts and the sun comes out.
89. Messenger bags.
88. Breakfast Hot Pockets. (And every time I think about them I sing Hooot Poooockets, a la Jim Gaffigan)
87. Christmas lights.
86. The white party/string lights in the screened-in porch.
85. Watching the snow fall. (But only if I don't have to drive in it.)
84. Funky silver jewelry. (This is headed my way.)
83. The library.
82. Snickerdoodles. (Even the name of them is fun.)
81. Watching the dog watch me as I spread peanut butter on her rawhide bone. (It's all just anticipation, but I like to think of it as love.)
Another easy-breezy installment of 200 things that make me happy. Tune in next time.
p.s. Did you know that the correct spelling of "pouring" in the context of "pouring over pictures" is actually "poring"? True story. Too bad I didn't know that little factoid the week I signed up for Shimelle's blogging for scrapbookers class a year and a half ago...
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
200 things: part 5
120. Sharpie markers. (The fine point ones, that are actually kind fat...love my handwriting with these.)
119. The smell of Pec 12. (It smells like artificial banana, only better.)
118. Pintrest.com.
117. Friendship bracelets.
116. The Maryland flag.
115. Sex. (Oh, hell, no one's actually reading this anyway)
114. Modern furniture.
113. Speaking of which, Crate and Barrel.
112. Legacy Village.
111. Etsy.com.
110. Lewis Black.
109. My sofa!!
108. Autumn leaves.
107. Woodwick candles.
106. Whip it!
105. Bagels and cream cheese.
104. Tide detergent.
103. The color orange.
102. Going to the pool.
101. Craig Ferguson.
It's funny how much easier these lists are after a happy day. :)
119. The smell of Pec 12. (It smells like artificial banana, only better.)
118. Pintrest.com.
117. Friendship bracelets.
116. The Maryland flag.
115. Sex. (Oh, hell, no one's actually reading this anyway)
114. Modern furniture.
113. Speaking of which, Crate and Barrel.
112. Legacy Village.
111. Etsy.com.
110. Lewis Black.
109. My sofa!!
108. Autumn leaves.
107. Woodwick candles.
106. Whip it!
105. Bagels and cream cheese.
104. Tide detergent.
103. The color orange.
102. Going to the pool.
101. Craig Ferguson.
It's funny how much easier these lists are after a happy day. :)
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
200 things: part 4
140. Finding someone else who's read the same good book as you and actually wants to discuss it. (Maybe I should join a book club?)
139. Crossing that nagging thing off the to-do list.
138. Getting that important email or phone call you were waiting for.
137. Getting that totally unimportant email that makes your day.
136. Freshly cut grass.
135. A new Scrapbooks, Etc in the mail.
134. Dinner with the whole family.
133. The sound of waves crashing. (especially at an honest-to-goodness beach. The lake pales in comparison)
132. Air conditioning.
131. Baby Ruth bars.
130. Zooey Deschanel. (Is that creepy??)
129. Grey's Anatomy.
128. Solving math problems.
127. Watermelon.
126. Sleeping with the windows open.
125. zappos.com.
124. Wristlet purses.
123. Winning the gas game.
122. Funky silver jewelry.
121. Graph paper. (How nerdy is that? And yet, every time I see it I get a little googly-eyed.)
I've really had a rough couple of days. Nothing major, stupid stuff that's just added up and worn me down. It's been kinda cool to make this is part of my day. It's neat to focus on what brings a smile to my face.
139. Crossing that nagging thing off the to-do list.
138. Getting that important email or phone call you were waiting for.
137. Getting that totally unimportant email that makes your day.
136. Freshly cut grass.
135. A new Scrapbooks, Etc in the mail.
134. Dinner with the whole family.
133. The sound of waves crashing. (especially at an honest-to-goodness beach. The lake pales in comparison)
132. Air conditioning.
131. Baby Ruth bars.
130. Zooey Deschanel. (Is that creepy??)
129. Grey's Anatomy.
128. Solving math problems.
127. Watermelon.
126. Sleeping with the windows open.
125. zappos.com.
124. Wristlet purses.
123. Winning the gas game.
122. Funky silver jewelry.
121. Graph paper. (How nerdy is that? And yet, every time I see it I get a little googly-eyed.)
I've really had a rough couple of days. Nothing major, stupid stuff that's just added up and worn me down. It's been kinda cool to make this is part of my day. It's neat to focus on what brings a smile to my face.
Monday, July 25, 2011
200 things: part 3
160. Seeing bird's nests built into storefront signs.
159. Cozying up to another body whose skin is either warm or cool, depending upon what you need.
158. Red Bull.
157. The Real Housewives of New Jersey. (they make me so grateful for my drama-free life)
156. This blog. (Lest it sound conceited, it is it's own little walk down memory lane for me)
155. Being able to wear (long) shorts to work. (I ♥ my casual work environment!)
154. My road to teaching.
153. School supplies.
152. My EVO phone. (Nerdy, I know, but it keeps me entertained.)
151. The end of laundry day, when it's all folded and put away and drawers are bursting with fresh footies and t-shirts.
150. Puns and word play.
149. Angry Birds Rio.
148. Being able to check my account balance online. (Although, I'm not gonna lie, I'm usually grimacing and praying as it loads.)
147. Maggie's artwork.
146. My space heater. (Man! That's hard to admit with the weather we've been having this last week!)
145. Scrapbooking.
144. Target.
143. Time alone.
142. Realizing that the headache is gone.
141. Finally figuring out where my numbering on this went askew!
I really needed this today. It's funny how this just helped me pull out of a funk. Yay for thinking about happy things. ☻
159. Cozying up to another body whose skin is either warm or cool, depending upon what you need.
158. Red Bull.
157. The Real Housewives of New Jersey. (they make me so grateful for my drama-free life)
156. This blog. (Lest it sound conceited, it is it's own little walk down memory lane for me)
155. Being able to wear (long) shorts to work. (I ♥ my casual work environment!)
154. My road to teaching.
153. School supplies.
152. My EVO phone. (Nerdy, I know, but it keeps me entertained.)
151. The end of laundry day, when it's all folded and put away and drawers are bursting with fresh footies and t-shirts.
150. Puns and word play.
149. Angry Birds Rio.
148. Being able to check my account balance online. (Although, I'm not gonna lie, I'm usually grimacing and praying as it loads.)
147. Maggie's artwork.
146. My space heater. (Man! That's hard to admit with the weather we've been having this last week!)
145. Scrapbooking.
144. Target.
143. Time alone.
142. Realizing that the headache is gone.
141. Finally figuring out where my numbering on this went askew!
I really needed this today. It's funny how this just helped me pull out of a funk. Yay for thinking about happy things. ☻
Sunday, July 24, 2011
200 things: part 2
179. Texting.
178. Fans on a hot day. (but not hot days.)
177. 76º and 20% humidity.
176. 92.3fm.
175. That first day that you realize that the trees are really all the way covered in leaves.
174. Reading a book at the pool, especially if you're lucky enough to score a lawn chair.
173. Ice. (how did this not make it in the top 20?)
172. Reading blogs.
171. Facebook.
170. A really good photo, especially of someone I love that really captures what I see in them.
169. Colorful Melamine plates. (I hope they never link Melamine to cancer, because I'll be a goner.)
168. BIC Roundstick pens
167. Tulips. Pink and purple, especially. (and odd that I would specifically list purple...in general that's my least favorite color, but in tulips, it's so beautiful.)
166. Laughing.
165. Thunderstorms. (even though they scare me a little, too)
164. Watching Ted play baseball.
163. Bejeweled.
162. Cotton t-shirts.
161. Short hair.
(I realized after the fact that yesterday I did 21 things. Boy, you can't stop me when I'm on a roll! :P So today I'm "only" doing 19 to get myself back on track. Yes. I'm a dork.)
See you tomorrow!
178. Fans on a hot day. (but not hot days.)
177. 76º and 20% humidity.
176. 92.3fm.
175. That first day that you realize that the trees are really all the way covered in leaves.
174. Reading a book at the pool, especially if you're lucky enough to score a lawn chair.
173. Ice. (how did this not make it in the top 20?)
172. Reading blogs.
171. Facebook.
170. A really good photo, especially of someone I love that really captures what I see in them.
169. Colorful Melamine plates. (I hope they never link Melamine to cancer, because I'll be a goner.)
168. BIC Roundstick pens
167. Tulips. Pink and purple, especially. (and odd that I would specifically list purple...in general that's my least favorite color, but in tulips, it's so beautiful.)
166. Laughing.
165. Thunderstorms. (even though they scare me a little, too)
164. Watching Ted play baseball.
163. Bejeweled.
162. Cotton t-shirts.
161. Short hair.
(I realized after the fact that yesterday I did 21 things. Boy, you can't stop me when I'm on a roll! :P So today I'm "only" doing 19 to get myself back on track. Yes. I'm a dork.)
See you tomorrow!
Saturday, July 23, 2011
200 things
I don't have anything to complain about. Like so many, my needs are met and I'm fortunate beyond measure. But sometimes it's easy to lose sight of that fortune and mire, instead, in the less-than-perfect aspect of life.
Enter: 200 things. Things I'm grateful for. Things I love. Things that make me smile. Things I couldn't live without. Things that aren't even things. (well, some, anyway) I don't know that I can come up with 200 today. How about twenty as a good start?
200. The internet. (I love that there is so much interesting stuff out there and so many fun ways to waste time.)
199. Being a mother. (Are my priorities askew? Possibly. But the internet doesn't walk around outside in white socks or throw up. nuff said)
198. My manfriend. (Now I'm just running through the obligatory stuff. :P No, seriously, he's a wonderful friend, funny and supportive and I'd argue that he's handsome, too)
197. Sausage. (OMG. Grateful for doesn't even begin to cover my appreciation for sausage)
196. Clean cotton sheets.
195. Sleeping past 8:30 on clean cotton sheets.
194. Documentaries.
193. A really meaty discussion.
192. Project Runway.
191. Secure Digital cards. (No, I'm not making this up.)
190. Rolling Rock. And now, Select 55.
189. Dinner out.
188. Closing time.
187. Shorts.
186. AvantGarde font.
185. Routine.
184. Watermelon.
183. My Silhouette (how did I not mention this sooner??)
182. Cuticurra soap. (It is, in fact, top 20 good)
181. Keen sneakers
180. Days off!
That's a good start.
Enter: 200 things. Things I'm grateful for. Things I love. Things that make me smile. Things I couldn't live without. Things that aren't even things. (well, some, anyway) I don't know that I can come up with 200 today. How about twenty as a good start?
200. The internet. (I love that there is so much interesting stuff out there and so many fun ways to waste time.)
199. Being a mother. (Are my priorities askew? Possibly. But the internet doesn't walk around outside in white socks or throw up. nuff said)
198. My manfriend. (Now I'm just running through the obligatory stuff. :P No, seriously, he's a wonderful friend, funny and supportive and I'd argue that he's handsome, too)
197. Sausage. (OMG. Grateful for doesn't even begin to cover my appreciation for sausage)
196. Clean cotton sheets.
195. Sleeping past 8:30 on clean cotton sheets.
194. Documentaries.
193. A really meaty discussion.
192. Project Runway.
191. Secure Digital cards. (No, I'm not making this up.)
190. Rolling Rock. And now, Select 55.
189. Dinner out.
188. Closing time.
187. Shorts.
186. AvantGarde font.
185. Routine.
184. Watermelon.
183. My Silhouette (how did I not mention this sooner??)
182. Cuticurra soap. (It is, in fact, top 20 good)
181. Keen sneakers
180. Days off!
That's a good start.
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Summer 2011 ♥ mini book
I think it's funny when people say "I carry a little notebook to write down my ideas so I won't forget them!"
Since my head, at any given time, is filled with thoughts like:
•How many people will be home for dinner tonight?
•Who has a game today, which uniform do they need, and is it clean?
•Have I had any vegetables or water today?
•Why are there Chewy bar wrappers in the wash? Why can't I teach them to empty their pockets?
And the like. There's no room for ideas, much less the quantity or quality that would merit a dedicated notebook. Oh, how I envy those who can look at freshly laundered Chewy bar wrappers and have an a-ha! moment. I'm not one of them.
Soooo, you can only imagine how thrilled I am that I not only had an a-ha! moment but that I actually made it happen...even without the benefit of having written it down in a notebook. Yay me!
A little back story:
I've been shooting a Nikon D300 for the last 3½ years and I've loved it, but in the last year or two I've been noticing these weird, oily looking spots appearing on pictures. At first it was just one or two, and they weren't always there. But as time went by the number of spots rose as did their size. It got to the point that I couldn't ignore them or just quick-fix them in PhotoShop. So I packed it up and sent it off for repair. But repairs take forever, and it's summer. So when I saw this cute little Fuji 7s that instantly spits out wallet size pictures, I decided that it could help me through the summer.
Not even a week into my new love affair with the Fuji Kerig and I went on a mini adventure that included a trip to Hollo's Paper in Brunswick. Now, at the risk of offending the owners of Hollo's: this place is a dump. However, it is the exact kind of dump that any papercrafter secretly enjoys. It's like a giant garage sale of office and restaurant supplies, they have envelopes of all sizes and room full of the super inexpensive, good quality card stock in basic colors. After my recent LOAD, I needed to restock my pile of white cardstock and $1.75 got me a stack that would have cost $15.99 at Archiver's: SCORE. While there I came across these cute little coin envelopes (they may not be the exact same size), only sold individually for something crazy like 3¢ a piece. Even I can afford 10 or 15 of those! And it occurred to me that they were just the right size for the little wallet sized photos the Fuji makes. Hmmm. Wheels-a-turnin'! I see a mini-book. Another thing that caught my eye was a stack of old fashioned ledger paper. I tried to find something like it to show you online, but apparently this has been sitting at Hollo's since roughly 1957 and they're the only ones who still have it. At any rate: $1.50 for one hundred sheet? Yes, please! Do I care if it's acid free? Like I care if this shit holds up after I'm dead... ;) But maybe it is? I would think that paper meant for accounting documents would be made to last. Maybe.
After we went to Hollo's we headed to Fairlawn, where I got to shop at Archiver's. As luck would have it, I am dating one of the few men who understands the notion of scrapbooking. He's also very patient with me, because it's not like shopping for scrapbooking stuff is quick. After probably an hour of hemming and hawing I headed to the register and we were on our way.
And the Fuji 7s + Hollo's envelopes and ledger paper + misc scrap supplies = Summer 2011 ♥ mini book.
See how perfectly sized these envelopes are to work with these photos? Love it! And the Fuji 7s has a little itty-bitty mirror on the ring around the lens, which is super wide - perfect for arms-length self portraits for two. :)
Here is where I point out that the camera is not, by any means, perfect. That is one very underexposed manfriend. But the ice cream looks yummy, no? ;) Oh, and I'm going to roll my eyes at that flower every time I look at this page. I had one that was green, blue and red plaid that really went with the colors, only I grabbed the wrong one. Didn't notice my error until long after I had stuck it down with Magic Tape, and we all know that stuff doesn't just peel up for a quick change. Oops.
Ok. And this is where I confess that I was watching the mini-series "The Kennedys" on Netflix while I was doing this. And I wasn't paying 100% attention to either. Which is why the left page sports a little pocket. When I did the other side of this envelope (the picture of the ice cream), I didn't realize that I was adhering everything to an upside down envelope. Oops. So the pocket is two-fold: it serves to cover up my massive Oopsy! and it also holds this page's journaling. Each page has a little note writen on that ledger paper I talked about tucked side the envelope. That really doesn't work if it's going to fall out of the bottom every time it's picked up. So yeah...major drop back and punt going on here. And yet, if I didn't tell you my secret you'd just think I was shakin' things up a bit. Maybe.
One of the interesting things that I found out about this camera is that it turns over-exposed parts of the picture black. And that is SUPER weird, because standard film and digital just makes it white. So my head is strategically placed in front of the sun, because the black circle that appeared for the sun in our first try was really disconcerting.
I think if I were to do this again, I would take more care in the whole placement for the rings. I had to go through and cut a notch out so the envelopes can be opened. Doh. Obviously attention to detail and thinking things all the way through are not my strong suits. Oh well, live and learn.
And this is why the pockets need to be accessible. Each one contains some journaling, as well as extra pictures. The ones that I used on the outside are all I need to tell the story, but at a $1 a pop, I'm not throwing the decent duds away. (The bad duds? They get tossed. But the others stayed)
I love the freedom of mini-books. You pick some colors, you pick a shape, a theme and the rest is just barreling through and creative play. I like that you can make things as fat as you want them because straining page protectors aren't an issue. I love that journaling tucked in pockets can still be read without a major hoo-ha. I love that I can step away from my usual clean style and try something new.
And that's my visual supply list, minus the can of ancient American Craft plastic flowers I forgot to take out of my pocket for the picture.
I'm proud that:
•I had an idea and I actually made it happen.
•I used so much stuff from recent shopping trips. with the exception of the envelopes, nothing was purchased with this (or for that matter, ANY) project in mind.
•I dug into my stash of old stuff and used things that I've had for years and years.
Thanks for stopping by. If you read all of this: holy hell. Sorry! I hope you at least enjoyed the pictures!
☺ Caroline
Since my head, at any given time, is filled with thoughts like:
•How many people will be home for dinner tonight?
•Who has a game today, which uniform do they need, and is it clean?
•Have I had any vegetables or water today?
•Why are there Chewy bar wrappers in the wash? Why can't I teach them to empty their pockets?
And the like. There's no room for ideas, much less the quantity or quality that would merit a dedicated notebook. Oh, how I envy those who can look at freshly laundered Chewy bar wrappers and have an a-ha! moment. I'm not one of them.
Soooo, you can only imagine how thrilled I am that I not only had an a-ha! moment but that I actually made it happen...even without the benefit of having written it down in a notebook. Yay me!
A little back story:
I've been shooting a Nikon D300 for the last 3½ years and I've loved it, but in the last year or two I've been noticing these weird, oily looking spots appearing on pictures. At first it was just one or two, and they weren't always there. But as time went by the number of spots rose as did their size. It got to the point that I couldn't ignore them or just quick-fix them in PhotoShop. So I packed it up and sent it off for repair. But repairs take forever, and it's summer. So when I saw this cute little Fuji 7s that instantly spits out wallet size pictures, I decided that it could help me through the summer.
Not even a week into my new love affair with the Fuji Kerig and I went on a mini adventure that included a trip to Hollo's Paper in Brunswick. Now, at the risk of offending the owners of Hollo's: this place is a dump. However, it is the exact kind of dump that any papercrafter secretly enjoys. It's like a giant garage sale of office and restaurant supplies, they have envelopes of all sizes and room full of the super inexpensive, good quality card stock in basic colors. After my recent LOAD, I needed to restock my pile of white cardstock and $1.75 got me a stack that would have cost $15.99 at Archiver's: SCORE. While there I came across these cute little coin envelopes (they may not be the exact same size), only sold individually for something crazy like 3¢ a piece. Even I can afford 10 or 15 of those! And it occurred to me that they were just the right size for the little wallet sized photos the Fuji makes. Hmmm. Wheels-a-turnin'! I see a mini-book. Another thing that caught my eye was a stack of old fashioned ledger paper. I tried to find something like it to show you online, but apparently this has been sitting at Hollo's since roughly 1957 and they're the only ones who still have it. At any rate: $1.50 for one hundred sheet? Yes, please! Do I care if it's acid free? Like I care if this shit holds up after I'm dead... ;) But maybe it is? I would think that paper meant for accounting documents would be made to last. Maybe.
After we went to Hollo's we headed to Fairlawn, where I got to shop at Archiver's. As luck would have it, I am dating one of the few men who understands the notion of scrapbooking. He's also very patient with me, because it's not like shopping for scrapbooking stuff is quick. After probably an hour of hemming and hawing I headed to the register and we were on our way.
And the Fuji 7s + Hollo's envelopes and ledger paper + misc scrap supplies = Summer 2011 ♥ mini book.
See how perfectly sized these envelopes are to work with these photos? Love it! And the Fuji 7s has a little itty-bitty mirror on the ring around the lens, which is super wide - perfect for arms-length self portraits for two. :)
Here is where I point out that the camera is not, by any means, perfect. That is one very underexposed manfriend. But the ice cream looks yummy, no? ;) Oh, and I'm going to roll my eyes at that flower every time I look at this page. I had one that was green, blue and red plaid that really went with the colors, only I grabbed the wrong one. Didn't notice my error until long after I had stuck it down with Magic Tape, and we all know that stuff doesn't just peel up for a quick change. Oops.
Ok. And this is where I confess that I was watching the mini-series "The Kennedys" on Netflix while I was doing this. And I wasn't paying 100% attention to either. Which is why the left page sports a little pocket. When I did the other side of this envelope (the picture of the ice cream), I didn't realize that I was adhering everything to an upside down envelope. Oops. So the pocket is two-fold: it serves to cover up my massive Oopsy! and it also holds this page's journaling. Each page has a little note writen on that ledger paper I talked about tucked side the envelope. That really doesn't work if it's going to fall out of the bottom every time it's picked up. So yeah...major drop back and punt going on here. And yet, if I didn't tell you my secret you'd just think I was shakin' things up a bit. Maybe.
One of the interesting things that I found out about this camera is that it turns over-exposed parts of the picture black. And that is SUPER weird, because standard film and digital just makes it white. So my head is strategically placed in front of the sun, because the black circle that appeared for the sun in our first try was really disconcerting.
I think if I were to do this again, I would take more care in the whole placement for the rings. I had to go through and cut a notch out so the envelopes can be opened. Doh. Obviously attention to detail and thinking things all the way through are not my strong suits. Oh well, live and learn.
I love the freedom of mini-books. You pick some colors, you pick a shape, a theme and the rest is just barreling through and creative play. I like that you can make things as fat as you want them because straining page protectors aren't an issue. I love that journaling tucked in pockets can still be read without a major hoo-ha. I love that I can step away from my usual clean style and try something new.
And that's my visual supply list, minus the can of ancient American Craft plastic flowers I forgot to take out of my pocket for the picture.
I'm proud that:
•I had an idea and I actually made it happen.
•I used so much stuff from recent shopping trips. with the exception of the envelopes, nothing was purchased with this (or for that matter, ANY) project in mind.
•I dug into my stash of old stuff and used things that I've had for years and years.
Thanks for stopping by. If you read all of this: holy hell. Sorry! I hope you at least enjoyed the pictures!
☺ Caroline
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Earworms and other things I can't get out of my head
1.
Seems like everybody's got a price tagSo the lyrics that open the song drew me in and compelled me to look up the video just to see what she looks like. The reason I'm sharing the video though is that in certain spots she flashes this smile that makes her look exactly like Cameron Diaz.
I wonder how they sleep at night
When the sale comes first and the truth comes second
2.
You can't hear this song without involuntarily reaching for the volume knob and simultaneously starting to head bob. By the way, this blog post will be the most productive thing I do all day. So I'm totally embracing the lazy philosophy today.
3. Pintrest.com
Dear sweet baby Jesus, please let me get over this obsession soon. At any given point in time in the last three weeks, if I'm sitting with my laptop the answer to "Whatcha doin'?" is a sheepish "Pintrest."
But where else can I find:
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| The tricked out laundry room of my dreams? |
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| Great ideas for posters in my (future) classroom? |
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| A scraptable that makes my knees weak? |
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| Photo inspiration that's beautiful AND doable? |
4. Friendship Bracelets
It's not that I set out to recreate the summer of my junior year... Frankly, we're going to blame this one on Pintrest, too. First, for me, Pintrest is all about collecting things you want to make or do or ways to decorate. It's got my creative juices all cracked out. And I'm spending the week at the manfriend's apartment, so my creative outlets are generally limited to digital stuff, but alas, my camera's in the shop and I'm totally in the mood to paper scrapbook, but digital scrapbooking really doesn't satisfy that itch. So when I saw the super easy tutorial on creating friendship bracelets I decided that it was cheap, easy to haul the supplies up three flights of stairs and wouldn't create an enormous mess. So for the last couple of days I've been cranking out these babies:
I made one for Molly, then tweaked the way I did it a little, made one for Maggie, tweaked it again, made one for me. Then another
5. INSTAX MINI
I just mentioned that my camera is out for repair. Because the woman in charge of our repair department hates me I probably won't get it back until sometime in January. (I'm not lying about how much this woman feels about me, and I swear, my blood pressure is spiking as I think about how long I'll have to wait for my camera to come back because of it) HOWEVER, in the meantime, I've been playing with this little beauty:
So you may or may not know that Polaroid stopped making film several years ago. Having never really been a huge Polaroid lover this hasn't really affected me, except at work. As the old saying goes, when one door closes, another one opens. Once Polaroid was "out of the picture" (ba da dum!) Fuji jumped in and saved the crappy-instant-picture day. Breakfast with Santa and the Easter Bunny is back on!
But this isn't the Breakfast with Santa camera. Oh no. This is so much cooler than that. (A) Look how cute it is. Do you see that? CUTE! and (B) It doesn't spit out ginormous ugly pictures. It spits out adorable little 2ish by 3ish inch photos that are only moderately crappy. So moderately crappy that this photo snob feels justified in calling them kitschily-imperfect. I made that up. Especially the variation on kitschy, but damn if it isn't an accurate representation of the what this camera does.
I am upset to say the least that I have all these creative juices flowing AND it's summer and I have no camera. But playing with this is salvaging my attitude. And probably keeping me from marching downtown and telling Nancyanne what I think of her. ;)
By the way, if you're interested, this is a GREAT offer. The film is hard to find to say the least and you'll want to have a stash saved up, because once you start it's hard to stop pushing the shutter button on this thing.
So that's where I am and what I'm thinking about this lovely summer Sunday. Later I'm grabbing Chipotle and taking it to the local beach park with my honey. I ♥♥♥ summer!
Monday, June 20, 2011
Conversation starter
No doubt I live an odd life. Without getting into details because it would take a long, long time to type out the entire explanation, I live in my ex-husband's house in a long-term temporary arrangement at his request. It has to do with kids, travel, business, money, real estate markets bottoming out. You know, the usual. Everyone who hears the story thinks I'm a little nuts, but in time they realize that the arrangement is beneficial for everyone.
Well, almost everyone. When this plan was presented to me, I somehow thought that my boyfriend would enjoy seeing less of me. As a lifelong bachelor he's doesn't really "need" to see me every day. He lives alone and is one of those people who rarely suffers from boredom. I, on the other hand, went from a house with 4 kids to college with a roommate and dozens of other girls on the hall, to marriage with 4 kids coming in rapid succession. Being by myself is a luxury in the small increments that it comes, but for long periods...I'm not proud it, and I'm not going to say I was lonely per se, but...I like a little bit of company.
As it turns out, my boyfriend has not been thrilled about the "space" this has created.
Learning this came as a bit of shock.
We've since had little conversations - actually more like passing comments - that when this arrangement comes to its conclusion, we'll live together. Looking back on our conversations I have to admit that it's been assumption on my part - not something explicitly discussed, much less actually agreed upon.
One day in mid-May we went to the movies and on the way home I was pointing out different bungalows I liked along the way. Parma is riddled with cute, tiny bungalows with small, quaint yards. I think I told him that I liked the front porches and the idea of spending evenings sitting out there. I may have mentioned that lawn maintenance isn't something I want to have to spend lots of time on. He asked what made a bungalow a bungalow, and I think I stumbled through some general qualities. That evening I did a Google search to show him more definitively what's so neat about a bungalow. I found myself drooling over floor plans and I was thrown back in time to when I would pore over home plans the way other girls would dream about weddings.
Several days later we were given the prompt
Again. Not in love with the design. The scale is off. I like the colors, but the picture needs to be bigger, the tilt is gratuitous (isn't all scrapbooking bordering on gratuitous??) and it needs just a little extra punch.
But that's not the point of this post. What I love about this layout is the fact that it started a conversation between my boyfriend and I. I don't know if he knew that owning a home was anything that would interest me. I have long put it out of my head as something that I could never afford, and since I couldn't afford it I wasn't going to "waste time" day dreaming about the possibility.
Coincidentally, a week or so after this layout was made one of our semi-regular customers was telling me a story about a Chinese exchange student staying at his home. She asked him, if he didn't mind, to tell her how much his house would cost. He said it was hard to know, as they had purchased it in the late 1970s, and the real estate market is still highly unpredictable, but he would guess around $140,000. I think my mouth may have dropped a bit. I don't know what his house is like, but I know the area he lives in, and it's nice. Older homes, mature trees, good schools... I had expected more. A lot more. That night I started looking at real estate websites and was pleasantly surprised at what homes are now going for. There are beautiful, established homes that really are priced at $130-$140K.
While I was looking at these houses I decided to show one to Kerig. More "Hey, did you know you could get a house like this for this price??" than "Hey, let's buy a house!" We were instant messaging at the time, so he was off doing his own thing and I was pretty much window shopping all evening, with little bits of conversation thrown in here and there. At one point I was talking about something and he answered with something like "Pretty much anything that has to do with house decisions is going to be your call." I was confused by the statement, and assumed initially that he meant "If you're going to buy a house, you should decide what you want and get it." But that's not what he meant. He meant that he wasn't the one who had big opinions and so he would defer to me. He was telling me that I could pick.
This turned into a very cursory conversation about home ownership, mortgages, living arrangements, the future in general. Its not that we haven't talked about the future in general, but we haven't started to get specific about it. I'm not crediting my layout 100% for this conversation. And certainly the fortuitous comment from my customer helped, but ultimately I will say this: It opened a door. It allowed me to say what my dreams are.
Reflecting on my dreams and scrapbooking them? Therapeutic.
The conversation that it helped start? Wonderful.
Well, almost everyone. When this plan was presented to me, I somehow thought that my boyfriend would enjoy seeing less of me. As a lifelong bachelor he's doesn't really "need" to see me every day. He lives alone and is one of those people who rarely suffers from boredom. I, on the other hand, went from a house with 4 kids to college with a roommate and dozens of other girls on the hall, to marriage with 4 kids coming in rapid succession. Being by myself is a luxury in the small increments that it comes, but for long periods...I'm not proud it, and I'm not going to say I was lonely per se, but...I like a little bit of company.
As it turns out, my boyfriend has not been thrilled about the "space" this has created.
Learning this came as a bit of shock.
We've since had little conversations - actually more like passing comments - that when this arrangement comes to its conclusion, we'll live together. Looking back on our conversations I have to admit that it's been assumption on my part - not something explicitly discussed, much less actually agreed upon.
One day in mid-May we went to the movies and on the way home I was pointing out different bungalows I liked along the way. Parma is riddled with cute, tiny bungalows with small, quaint yards. I think I told him that I liked the front porches and the idea of spending evenings sitting out there. I may have mentioned that lawn maintenance isn't something I want to have to spend lots of time on. He asked what made a bungalow a bungalow, and I think I stumbled through some general qualities. That evening I did a Google search to show him more definitively what's so neat about a bungalow. I found myself drooling over floor plans and I was thrown back in time to when I would pore over home plans the way other girls would dream about weddings.
Several days later we were given the prompt
Make a wish list layout today, or pick one goal or and create a page about it.Having gone back and peaked at one particular house plan a half dozen time in the course of those 3 or 4 days, I knew what list I wanted to make. My wish list is about home. And my future. And the peace and contentment that I see there.
Again. Not in love with the design. The scale is off. I like the colors, but the picture needs to be bigger, the tilt is gratuitous (isn't all scrapbooking bordering on gratuitous??) and it needs just a little extra punch.
But that's not the point of this post. What I love about this layout is the fact that it started a conversation between my boyfriend and I. I don't know if he knew that owning a home was anything that would interest me. I have long put it out of my head as something that I could never afford, and since I couldn't afford it I wasn't going to "waste time" day dreaming about the possibility.
Coincidentally, a week or so after this layout was made one of our semi-regular customers was telling me a story about a Chinese exchange student staying at his home. She asked him, if he didn't mind, to tell her how much his house would cost. He said it was hard to know, as they had purchased it in the late 1970s, and the real estate market is still highly unpredictable, but he would guess around $140,000. I think my mouth may have dropped a bit. I don't know what his house is like, but I know the area he lives in, and it's nice. Older homes, mature trees, good schools... I had expected more. A lot more. That night I started looking at real estate websites and was pleasantly surprised at what homes are now going for. There are beautiful, established homes that really are priced at $130-$140K.
While I was looking at these houses I decided to show one to Kerig. More "Hey, did you know you could get a house like this for this price??" than "Hey, let's buy a house!" We were instant messaging at the time, so he was off doing his own thing and I was pretty much window shopping all evening, with little bits of conversation thrown in here and there. At one point I was talking about something and he answered with something like "Pretty much anything that has to do with house decisions is going to be your call." I was confused by the statement, and assumed initially that he meant "If you're going to buy a house, you should decide what you want and get it." But that's not what he meant. He meant that he wasn't the one who had big opinions and so he would defer to me. He was telling me that I could pick.
This turned into a very cursory conversation about home ownership, mortgages, living arrangements, the future in general. Its not that we haven't talked about the future in general, but we haven't started to get specific about it. I'm not crediting my layout 100% for this conversation. And certainly the fortuitous comment from my customer helped, but ultimately I will say this: It opened a door. It allowed me to say what my dreams are.
Reflecting on my dreams and scrapbooking them? Therapeutic.
The conversation that it helped start? Wonderful.
Saturday, June 11, 2011
Therapeutic
So in my last post I mentioned that I wanted to talk about a couple more layouts that I did for LOAD. These are not layouts that I love, in fact, design-wise I think they both leave a lot to be desired. My thought for wanting to share them is to highlight how oddly therapeutic scrapbooking can be.
When I was a younger mother of younger children, there were...days. Most mothers of small children will know what I'm talking about. The day that I ran upstairs to brush my teeth before heading to the grocery store only to come back downstairs three minutes later to find Ted, ready to go in his navy blue pea coat, standing in front of the open refrigerator chucking eggs into the dining room - a half dozen or so broken eggs floating on the carpet? This was not one of those days. I had to stifle my laughter at this creative mess but there was something gleeful about how proud and fascinated about this fun discovery he was. But the days of overtired toddlers, the he's-touching-me's, the days of two steps forward three steps back with cleaning/laundry/food prep, the 2 a.m. sheet changes for whatever accident that occurred, ear infections upon ear infections....THOSE are the days. The days that when you finally get everyone to bed and you don't have the energy but rather the NEED to indulge in some "me" time - when you sit down to scrap and look at pictures of these sweet, innocent, funny, rambunctious, smart, loving, BEAUTIFUL faces and thank God you have a hobby that puts these amazing pictures in your hands at moment when you need to be reminded that he's-touching-me is normal and temporary and sign of healthy, happy kids.
Yes. Scrapbooking is therapeutic. I've known that for 13 years now.
But, like most scrapbookers, I've traditionally documented happy stories and memories, largely revolving around the kids or our family activities. My children are older now, they're all in school full time except the oldest who has recently left home to work full time. We don't have the luxury of time to spend lollygagging at the park, the pool, the museum, the beach. There are part time jobs, baseball tournaments, softball games, concerts, field trips, work and school to attend to. I don't take pictures as much as I used to. And I don't have "those days" like I used to. I have fewer pictures to scrap, fewer stories that I can document, but still a desire to sit and play with paper.
As I said in my last post, one of the neat thing about LOAD is that creating a page daily sometimes puts you in the position of not having a family/kid story to tell. Or maybe you do, but something else fits the prompt a bit better, and since you'll be creating again tomorrow, there's no guilt in taking a day to create something that's not about the kids.
One of the prompts this month was to scrapbook something hard. She didn't say we had to name names and put all the dirty laundry out there. We could a vague as we needed to be, if that's what the situation called for. I suppose I could have been more vague. That would have been the tactful way of handling my difficult subject, especially seeing as how it was going into the LOAD gallery where 270+ women would have the opportunity to scrutinize my situation and the pain that emanates from it. But there was no sense, to me, at addressing this subject in an anything less than an honest way. I guess I should just let you see what I'm talking about:
The title has been redone in a more fitting font, the "e" is no longer sitting on the bird's head. And yet, design-wise, I don't like it.
I'm pretty certain that if you click on the layout it'll enlarge it enough to struggle through the journalling. I'm not so eager to throw my parents under the bus that I'm going to post the journalling in an easy-to-read format.
I hope that one day, when my kids are a little older and more mature, that this will help explain why their grandparents don't talk to their mother. I'll be honest: I felt shitty making this page, like I was airing my dirty secret. But then something happened: another LOAD participant commented, thanking me for sharing my story and she told me that it had inspired her to document her story. Her's was a story of parental control - similar, but not exactly the same, but enough that we could really relate.
And in reading her story a weight was lifted. I know there are lots of stories like mine out there, but I don't personally know anyone who is going through the same type of abandonment as I am. People close to me know my story. They understand what's going on, and they know that it affects me. But they don't know how it feels, and among other things, it feels LONELY. So to know that there's someone out there - someone that I know - who is going through this same sense of loneliness and abandonment makes me feel less isolated. That I know that she isn't a bad person, isn't deserving of this treatment allows me to see myself in the same light. I love that this story wouldn't have been told if it weren't for LOAD, and I love that in telling it I found someone else with the same pain. I hope that reading my story brought her some peace, as reading hers brought to me.
Ironically, my mother had a cross stitch piece in the kitchen that read "A joy that's shared is a joy made double, a sorrow shared is but half the trouble."
I was going to talk about a second layout with therapeutic value, but I think I'll save that for another day...
When I was a younger mother of younger children, there were...days. Most mothers of small children will know what I'm talking about. The day that I ran upstairs to brush my teeth before heading to the grocery store only to come back downstairs three minutes later to find Ted, ready to go in his navy blue pea coat, standing in front of the open refrigerator chucking eggs into the dining room - a half dozen or so broken eggs floating on the carpet? This was not one of those days. I had to stifle my laughter at this creative mess but there was something gleeful about how proud and fascinated about this fun discovery he was. But the days of overtired toddlers, the he's-touching-me's, the days of two steps forward three steps back with cleaning/laundry/food prep, the 2 a.m. sheet changes for whatever accident that occurred, ear infections upon ear infections....THOSE are the days. The days that when you finally get everyone to bed and you don't have the energy but rather the NEED to indulge in some "me" time - when you sit down to scrap and look at pictures of these sweet, innocent, funny, rambunctious, smart, loving, BEAUTIFUL faces and thank God you have a hobby that puts these amazing pictures in your hands at moment when you need to be reminded that he's-touching-me is normal and temporary and sign of healthy, happy kids.
Yes. Scrapbooking is therapeutic. I've known that for 13 years now.
But, like most scrapbookers, I've traditionally documented happy stories and memories, largely revolving around the kids or our family activities. My children are older now, they're all in school full time except the oldest who has recently left home to work full time. We don't have the luxury of time to spend lollygagging at the park, the pool, the museum, the beach. There are part time jobs, baseball tournaments, softball games, concerts, field trips, work and school to attend to. I don't take pictures as much as I used to. And I don't have "those days" like I used to. I have fewer pictures to scrap, fewer stories that I can document, but still a desire to sit and play with paper.
As I said in my last post, one of the neat thing about LOAD is that creating a page daily sometimes puts you in the position of not having a family/kid story to tell. Or maybe you do, but something else fits the prompt a bit better, and since you'll be creating again tomorrow, there's no guilt in taking a day to create something that's not about the kids.
One of the prompts this month was to scrapbook something hard. She didn't say we had to name names and put all the dirty laundry out there. We could a vague as we needed to be, if that's what the situation called for. I suppose I could have been more vague. That would have been the tactful way of handling my difficult subject, especially seeing as how it was going into the LOAD gallery where 270+ women would have the opportunity to scrutinize my situation and the pain that emanates from it. But there was no sense, to me, at addressing this subject in an anything less than an honest way. I guess I should just let you see what I'm talking about:
The title has been redone in a more fitting font, the "e" is no longer sitting on the bird's head. And yet, design-wise, I don't like it.
I'm pretty certain that if you click on the layout it'll enlarge it enough to struggle through the journalling. I'm not so eager to throw my parents under the bus that I'm going to post the journalling in an easy-to-read format.
I hope that one day, when my kids are a little older and more mature, that this will help explain why their grandparents don't talk to their mother. I'll be honest: I felt shitty making this page, like I was airing my dirty secret. But then something happened: another LOAD participant commented, thanking me for sharing my story and she told me that it had inspired her to document her story. Her's was a story of parental control - similar, but not exactly the same, but enough that we could really relate.
And in reading her story a weight was lifted. I know there are lots of stories like mine out there, but I don't personally know anyone who is going through the same type of abandonment as I am. People close to me know my story. They understand what's going on, and they know that it affects me. But they don't know how it feels, and among other things, it feels LONELY. So to know that there's someone out there - someone that I know - who is going through this same sense of loneliness and abandonment makes me feel less isolated. That I know that she isn't a bad person, isn't deserving of this treatment allows me to see myself in the same light. I love that this story wouldn't have been told if it weren't for LOAD, and I love that in telling it I found someone else with the same pain. I hope that reading my story brought her some peace, as reading hers brought to me.
Ironically, my mother had a cross stitch piece in the kitchen that read "A joy that's shared is a joy made double, a sorrow shared is but half the trouble."
I was going to talk about a second layout with therapeutic value, but I think I'll save that for another day...
Thursday, June 9, 2011
LOAD Blog Hop!
Hellllo LOADies and Gentlemen!
(Ouch. That was sooo bad!)
Welcome to the LOAD blog hop! I hope you've enjoyed visiting all the blogs before me and that you have enough energy left for this entry and Mama Du's.
By now, everyone who happens by this blog knows that LOAD stands for LayOut A Day. Think scrapbooking meets Iron Chef meets busy life. Sheer insanity that's good for the creative soul. As one who tends to back-burner my creative outlets when life gets busy (when is it not??), signing up for LOAD is a way to remind me what I believe in my core to be true: women are creative beasts, and we NEED some kind of outlet for that. Denying that for long stretches is bad for us...and those within a 25 foot radius.
Since blogging is something that I only do when time allows AND I have something to say, I didn't blog during May. I had plenty to say and enough layouts to share (this blog is, after all, an excuse to share layouts), but not enough time to write meaningful posts. Rather than try to show every layout I created during the month, I thought I'd once again pick my favorite five layouts, share them, the prompts that inspired them and explain what it is that makes me drawn to them.
Working in the order in which they were created:
From Day 1. The prompt was to strip down to the basics and create a layout using just cardstock, patterned papers, journaling and a title. This one is in the top five because it's true. The pictures are rough, but real and "us". The sentiment is exactly what you'd get it you sat down and listened to everything I had to say about us and had to boil it down to two words. The simplicity of the design is true to me, yet fun and a little funky. Even the little monsters are true: we are both a little rough around the edges and we're lucky that we each see beyond those rough edges and into the beautiful parts on the inside.
(size: 5½x8½)
Day 7. The prompt was to scraplift. Simple as that. Since I think the sun rises and sets on Nichol Magouirk, I decided to copy her. I'm certain there was one singular layout that I started with, but I also attempted to channel her general approach. She frequently layers her titles like that, uses the fun borders and she's a master at mixing and matching patterned papers. While I love the way it looks, it's not something I do with ease. I love the way this came out and I loved that I was able use an extremely old photo and combine it with my very current emotions about my oldest son.
(size: 8½x11)
Day 16. The prompt was embellishments...blah blah blah...something about using a plain photo and a plain background and adding embellishments to convey what you want to say. Hmmm. As with all things embellishy, I think I failed miserably. But that doesn't mean I don't like the layout. I do. What I like is that I finally documented the meaning behind my tattoo. It's something I've meant to do for a long time, but it seems superfluous. At least within the context of LOAD I can say "I couldn't come up with a better story/photo that day!"
I do love that about LOAD. Sometimes you tell stories/document things that you wouldn't otherwise address, solely because you need to create daily and your mind gets pushed in new and different directions.
Interesting aside (sort of, anyway): People rarely ask about my tattoo. Maybe 5 or 6 times in the 6 years I've had it. But not three days later another mother at Ted's baseball game asked me - loudly and in front of many other parents - what the meaning was behind the tattoo. I've always struggled with bottom lining what it means, so I was grateful that I had finally organized my complex thoughts that lead up to its design.
Day 21. The prompt was to start with the design and then move into the story and photos. That's not really how I work. I start with the photo(s) and/or the story in mind and then the design follows, dependent upon the space needs. I think I tried to switch it up, but ultimately, my focus on the story and photos is too far ingrained to abandon just for the challenge. On this one, I love the title, the map paper (especially that it has both our starting and ending destination cities) and the way the text actually really lines up with the notebook paper lines. :) It's the little things that please me. I also love that I was able to put another little dent in these photos from almost three years ago.
(size: 8½x11)
Day 30. The prompt was to do your own thing, make your heart sing. Because I was away from home, I had to try to make my heart sing digitally. This isn't my strong suit, but I kind of fell into a kinda-sorta-albeit-made-up digital style this month. Why is this in my top five? Two things: I am passionate about being in my books. Not for me, but because it will mean something to my kids one day. Also, I like what I wrote. Some of it stuff that I absolutely embrace and have successfully put into practice on a daily basis (the karma thing, the thing about exercising the brain, the get what you give philosophy) and others are things that I know to be true, but have to keep reminding myself to actually do. I'm also pleased that the photo, while crappy, is actually current. I think we're all guilty of trying to hide behind younger, skinnier, prettier pictures of ourselves. I know I do - just check out the picture of me at the bottom of the blog. It's four years old and gaining. That I used a current picture makes me feel strong that I can put myself out there/in there.
So those are my favorite five layouts from the month. In the next couple of days I'd like to talk about a couple of more that had special meaning to me. If you're so inclined, I'd love to have you back early next week.
I hope you enjoyed this. I hope I didn't wear you out with all the words, words, words. Please take a couple more minutes and visit my friend Kathleen, aka "Mama Du". She's a wonderful photographer and talented scrapper. Definitely worth the visit!
Thanks for stopping by!
By the way, if you're stopping here first, here's the complete blog hop list. Warning: at the end of viewing these amazing ladies' blogs you'll be chomping at the bit to sign up for the next LOAD!
Ecoscrapbook
At the Blue Barn
Capture Your 365
Happie By Abbie
Trista Hertz
Goes Turbo Creative
She's a Crafty Pumpkin
Pouring Over Pictures <=== you are here. :)
Taking Pictures. Enjoying Life.
(Ouch. That was sooo bad!)
Welcome to the LOAD blog hop! I hope you've enjoyed visiting all the blogs before me and that you have enough energy left for this entry and Mama Du's.
By now, everyone who happens by this blog knows that LOAD stands for LayOut A Day. Think scrapbooking meets Iron Chef meets busy life. Sheer insanity that's good for the creative soul. As one who tends to back-burner my creative outlets when life gets busy (when is it not??), signing up for LOAD is a way to remind me what I believe in my core to be true: women are creative beasts, and we NEED some kind of outlet for that. Denying that for long stretches is bad for us...and those within a 25 foot radius.
Since blogging is something that I only do when time allows AND I have something to say, I didn't blog during May. I had plenty to say and enough layouts to share (this blog is, after all, an excuse to share layouts), but not enough time to write meaningful posts. Rather than try to show every layout I created during the month, I thought I'd once again pick my favorite five layouts, share them, the prompts that inspired them and explain what it is that makes me drawn to them.
Working in the order in which they were created:
From Day 1. The prompt was to strip down to the basics and create a layout using just cardstock, patterned papers, journaling and a title. This one is in the top five because it's true. The pictures are rough, but real and "us". The sentiment is exactly what you'd get it you sat down and listened to everything I had to say about us and had to boil it down to two words. The simplicity of the design is true to me, yet fun and a little funky. Even the little monsters are true: we are both a little rough around the edges and we're lucky that we each see beyond those rough edges and into the beautiful parts on the inside.
(size: 5½x8½)
(size: 8½x11)
Day 16. The prompt was embellishments...blah blah blah...something about using a plain photo and a plain background and adding embellishments to convey what you want to say. Hmmm. As with all things embellishy, I think I failed miserably. But that doesn't mean I don't like the layout. I do. What I like is that I finally documented the meaning behind my tattoo. It's something I've meant to do for a long time, but it seems superfluous. At least within the context of LOAD I can say "I couldn't come up with a better story/photo that day!"
I do love that about LOAD. Sometimes you tell stories/document things that you wouldn't otherwise address, solely because you need to create daily and your mind gets pushed in new and different directions.
Interesting aside (sort of, anyway): People rarely ask about my tattoo. Maybe 5 or 6 times in the 6 years I've had it. But not three days later another mother at Ted's baseball game asked me - loudly and in front of many other parents - what the meaning was behind the tattoo. I've always struggled with bottom lining what it means, so I was grateful that I had finally organized my complex thoughts that lead up to its design.
(size: 8½x11)
Day 30. The prompt was to do your own thing, make your heart sing. Because I was away from home, I had to try to make my heart sing digitally. This isn't my strong suit, but I kind of fell into a kinda-sorta-albeit-made-up digital style this month. Why is this in my top five? Two things: I am passionate about being in my books. Not for me, but because it will mean something to my kids one day. Also, I like what I wrote. Some of it stuff that I absolutely embrace and have successfully put into practice on a daily basis (the karma thing, the thing about exercising the brain, the get what you give philosophy) and others are things that I know to be true, but have to keep reminding myself to actually do. I'm also pleased that the photo, while crappy, is actually current. I think we're all guilty of trying to hide behind younger, skinnier, prettier pictures of ourselves. I know I do - just check out the picture of me at the bottom of the blog. It's four years old and gaining. That I used a current picture makes me feel strong that I can put myself out there/in there.
So those are my favorite five layouts from the month. In the next couple of days I'd like to talk about a couple of more that had special meaning to me. If you're so inclined, I'd love to have you back early next week.
I hope you enjoyed this. I hope I didn't wear you out with all the words, words, words. Please take a couple more minutes and visit my friend Kathleen, aka "Mama Du". She's a wonderful photographer and talented scrapper. Definitely worth the visit!
Thanks for stopping by!
By the way, if you're stopping here first, here's the complete blog hop list. Warning: at the end of viewing these amazing ladies' blogs you'll be chomping at the bit to sign up for the next LOAD!
Ecoscrapbook
At the Blue Barn
Capture Your 365
Happie By Abbie
Trista Hertz
Goes Turbo Creative
She's a Crafty Pumpkin
Pouring Over Pictures <=== you are here. :)
Taking Pictures. Enjoying Life.
Sunday, June 5, 2011
Photography Contest.
So...I work for a camera store and Tamron sponsored a employee photo contest. Not mandatory, but strongly encouraged. We had to use five specific lenses from their current line up, with photos falling into one of the following themes: People, Nature, Abstract, Close Focus and HDR.
I do not call myself a photographer. I'm really not that good. And frankly, I used to love it a lot more than I do now. But every once in a while I take a shot that rekindles the love. And sometimes that spurs a new interest. I am grateful for the contest for relighting a fire that had faded out for a while.
Two twists to the contest: you had to submit one picture using each of the five lenses. And the pictures being submitted had to fit one of the categories. I guess that doesn't sound much like a twist, until you think that any pictures of people will require a model release. Pictures of nature generally require good light. HDR requires special software, know how...and you have to shoot in RAW, which I'm practically allergic to. Yeah, I realize it sounds like I'm whining. And, oh, did I. I went out shooting a bunch of times, only to realize later that nothing I shot fit the categories. Oh! The frustration!
But here's what I got. And since there's rarely such a thing as "no particular order", these are presented in the order in which they were taken.
I do not call myself a photographer. I'm really not that good. And frankly, I used to love it a lot more than I do now. But every once in a while I take a shot that rekindles the love. And sometimes that spurs a new interest. I am grateful for the contest for relighting a fire that had faded out for a while.
Two twists to the contest: you had to submit one picture using each of the five lenses. And the pictures being submitted had to fit one of the categories. I guess that doesn't sound much like a twist, until you think that any pictures of people will require a model release. Pictures of nature generally require good light. HDR requires special software, know how...and you have to shoot in RAW, which I'm practically allergic to. Yeah, I realize it sounds like I'm whining. And, oh, did I. I went out shooting a bunch of times, only to realize later that nothing I shot fit the categories. Oh! The frustration!
But here's what I got. And since there's rarely such a thing as "no particular order", these are presented in the order in which they were taken.
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| Super Moon over Legacy Taken with the Tamron 10-24. And...uh...the 70-300. It's a composite shot, the moon wasn't really *that* big. Do I think it'll win? Hell no. But it was the only thing I had for that lens. (remember: we had to enter a picture using each lens) |
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| Ted Goes Golfing I think we all had or favorites from this contest. Mine was definitely the 70-300. That thing is so tack sharp and so fast focusing, I couldn't help but to fall in love with it. I have a Nikon 80-200 f/2.8. A fantastic lens to be sure. But I still covet the 70-300. In comparison, the Tamron is way faster and lighter and it's easier to deal with it because of the size difference. I'm not giving up my Nikon lens, but I wouldn't mind having the Tamron to keep it company. |
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| Ted's Lucky Day Two things: the version I printed out and turned in had better skin tones. Also, don't love this, but again, I needed something using this lens - the 17-50 f/2.8. Fantastic lens, but again, forgot to take pictures that really fit into the categories. I don't think it's a winner - I'm sure we'll see some really terrific portraits, but this is Ted and that's a genuine smile. On this day Ted hit two out of the park home runs, had 2 RBIs, threw a kid out at second, got the game ball...and as if all that wasn't enough, he found a $50 bill on the field. |
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| Walking on Sunshine Hmmm. When it comes to lenses, I'm a little bit of a snob. I've been "raised" to believe that anything that offers this much versatility can't possibly be as good as shorter ranged lenses. But this was taken with the new 18-270 PZD lens, which is fast, quiet and tiny. I'm not in love, but I'm definitely in like! |
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| Bee 60mm. I literally had to blink back tears several times at work on Thursday. Contest entries were due on Friday and I didn't have a shot to submit for this lens. And remember: it's all five or none. We don't own these lenses, we borrowed them from the store. In my store, we're all Nikon shooters, so we were all vying for the same five lenses. This is - no doubt - a sweet and fun lens to shoot. Because of it's close focusing capabilities the possibilities with it are endless. I walked to the bank on Thursday morning and noticed these beautiful irises at McDonald's. I didn't immediately think to come back and shoot them. 3 hours later it finally occurred to be to grab a camera and go shoot it. I think this might be the definition of serendipity. I didn't go looking for a bee, I just figured the purple and orange would look cool - heck, I didn't even notice that the stamen was so fuzzy. I got really lucky with this one - this petal happened to have the best light on it and along came this bee. I'm crossing my fingers that this one gets recognized. We'll see what happens with this. Frankly, I'm hoping that our store can get the store recognition prize. With a small store I'm hoping we get some props for 100% participation. |
Saturday, June 4, 2011
Day 4 AL*
*AL= After LOAD
(blah blah blah, skip ahead if you know this already: LOAD is a layout challenge hosted by Lain Ehmann in which participants create a LayOut A Day for every day in a designated month. Since we're all busy, this is part challenge, part exercise in insanity. But the sense of accomplishment at the end of the month is amazing.)
So one would think that after creating 31 layouts in the month of May that I would have that particular bug worked out of my system and I wouldn't want to touch a photograph for months. Apparently there's something wrong with me. When I was young people would say "Oh, I'll bet you get so sick of McDonald's food, working there all the time." Uh, hello? No. Give me a plain double cheeseburger and watch me smile while I chew. Nope, it never happened. And while I find the need to move on to move onto other activities post-LOAD, I do so because I have to, not because I'm sick of scrapbooking.
Here is the abridged version of my weekend: Laundry. Baseball. (beer!) Baseball. Baseball. (pizza!) (scrapbook!) Baseball. Softball. Laundry. Items in parentheses represent treats along the way, as opposed to the obligatory nature of the other items. I don't know if you noticed, but that's A SHIT TON of baseball! And for someone who's not - by any means - a sports fan, that's a full on metric shit ton.
Today Ted had two games in a tournament. The first game was painful. We had lost by the end of the second inning. First, the other team was enormous - 75% of the team was bigger than Ted, and Ted is by far the biggest kid on our team. But they weren't just big, they were good. They hit well, they pitched well, and, on the rare occasion we made contact, they fielded well. Add to that: we just didn't play well. We were run-ruled in the 5th inning. I didn't even pick up my camera.
The kids took a break for lunch and I had a nice chat with the coach. Every time I go to one of Ted's games (which isn't often enough unfortunately) people tell me how great Ted is. Today it was the coach. He told me that the team unanimously voted for Ted for team captain. He said he loved having Ted on the team. And then he said "You did a really great job with him." Wow. Typically I don't run around taking credit for Ted. I am pleasantly surprised by him nearly every day. But I suppose that wasn't entirely an accident. Maybe his father and I have helped fine tune his already good character. At any rate, what an awesome compliment.
Game two was a better match up, so it seemed worth while to pick up my camera. Ted was pitching (38 throws with 31 strikes) for the first couple of innings, but my favorite shots came from an exchange on first base. Ted is not small. He's 5'8" and probably 160 pounds. He looks like he can hit. (He can) He doesn't look like he can sprint. So he was walked. Once there he was immediately taking the lead, looking to steal second. I don't know if they really thought that they'd get him out or if the goal was to wear him out because he was the pitcher. Considering the first inning was three up three down, it wasn't a bad strategy.
So here's how the exchange went:
Ted takes a couple big steps towards second.
Pitcher whips the ball to the first baseman.
Ted dives back to safety at first.
Ted gets up, first baseman throws the ball back to the pitcher.
(blah blah blah, skip ahead if you know this already: LOAD is a layout challenge hosted by Lain Ehmann in which participants create a LayOut A Day for every day in a designated month. Since we're all busy, this is part challenge, part exercise in insanity. But the sense of accomplishment at the end of the month is amazing.)
So one would think that after creating 31 layouts in the month of May that I would have that particular bug worked out of my system and I wouldn't want to touch a photograph for months. Apparently there's something wrong with me. When I was young people would say "Oh, I'll bet you get so sick of McDonald's food, working there all the time." Uh, hello? No. Give me a plain double cheeseburger and watch me smile while I chew. Nope, it never happened. And while I find the need to move on to move onto other activities post-LOAD, I do so because I have to, not because I'm sick of scrapbooking.
Here is the abridged version of my weekend: Laundry. Baseball. (beer!) Baseball. Baseball. (pizza!) (scrapbook!) Baseball. Softball. Laundry. Items in parentheses represent treats along the way, as opposed to the obligatory nature of the other items. I don't know if you noticed, but that's A SHIT TON of baseball! And for someone who's not - by any means - a sports fan, that's a full on metric shit ton.
Today Ted had two games in a tournament. The first game was painful. We had lost by the end of the second inning. First, the other team was enormous - 75% of the team was bigger than Ted, and Ted is by far the biggest kid on our team. But they weren't just big, they were good. They hit well, they pitched well, and, on the rare occasion we made contact, they fielded well. Add to that: we just didn't play well. We were run-ruled in the 5th inning. I didn't even pick up my camera.
The kids took a break for lunch and I had a nice chat with the coach. Every time I go to one of Ted's games (which isn't often enough unfortunately) people tell me how great Ted is. Today it was the coach. He told me that the team unanimously voted for Ted for team captain. He said he loved having Ted on the team. And then he said "You did a really great job with him." Wow. Typically I don't run around taking credit for Ted. I am pleasantly surprised by him nearly every day. But I suppose that wasn't entirely an accident. Maybe his father and I have helped fine tune his already good character. At any rate, what an awesome compliment.
Game two was a better match up, so it seemed worth while to pick up my camera. Ted was pitching (38 throws with 31 strikes) for the first couple of innings, but my favorite shots came from an exchange on first base. Ted is not small. He's 5'8" and probably 160 pounds. He looks like he can hit. (He can) He doesn't look like he can sprint. So he was walked. Once there he was immediately taking the lead, looking to steal second. I don't know if they really thought that they'd get him out or if the goal was to wear him out because he was the pitcher. Considering the first inning was three up three down, it wasn't a bad strategy.
So here's how the exchange went:
Ted takes a couple big steps towards second.
Pitcher whips the ball to the first baseman.
Ted dives back to safety at first.
Ted gets up, first baseman throws the ball back to the pitcher.
Ted takes a couple big steps towards second.
Pitcher whips the ball to the first baseman.
Ted dives back to safety at first.
Ted gets up, first baseman throws the ball back to the pitcher.
Ted takes a couple big steps towards second.
Pitcher whips the ball to the first baseman.
Ted dives back to safety at first.
Ted gets up, first baseman throws the ball back to the pitcher.
Ted takes a couple big steps towards second.
Pitcher whips the ball to the first baseman.
Ted dives back to safety at first.
Ted gets up, first baseman throws the ball back to the pitcher.
No lie. FOUR times that pitcher forced Ted back to first. But the fifth time Ted made it, sliding into second. By the end of the exchange Ted was covered in dirt - face, arms, hands and both sides of his uniform.
I have about 20 pictures from the exchange, and I wish that I could use them all to tell the story, but there isn't space, so it gets boiled down to this:
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Saturday, April 30, 2011
I have nice jugs.
I love a little double entendre.
A coupe of weeks ago I was out shopping for a cute, professional outfit to wear to do some teacher observation at the local high school. I was surprised at how expensive relatively shoddy apparel has gotten. To make matters worse, I've gained a fair amount of weight in the last two years. I could sit here and list a hundred excuses for why, but it all boils down to: I have been putting too much of the wrong kinds of foods (and drinks) into my mouth for far too long and it caught up to me in a big way.
This whole teaching thing... I feel like a torch has been lit under my butt - I haven't been this motivated to do something in a long time. And, while I'm focused on learning everything I need to that will make me a good teacher, I realize that my physical appearance affects me, my self-esteem, my confidence, my physical endurance, and last but not least, how others perceive me. Standing in front of a room full of high schoolers is going to be one of the bravest things I'll ever do. And I'm not going to lie - the idea of student teaching scares me half to death. I'm thinking Depends might be appropriate for that first week or so. (kidding)(I hope)
Do you see where I'm going here?
On the way home from shopping I had this moment of clarity concerning something I had been mulling around for a couple of months. With my current body, I would require a whole new wardrobe of teacher-appropriate clothing for student teaching and long term teaching position. OR, I could get serious about finally losing all this weight I've gained. I could feel better about myself, and avoid buying new clothes for a body I was really unhappy with. I'd been eying up NutriSystem, but the price: OY. And yes, it will cost me more than buying new clothes. And I'm not promising that I won't buy new clothes when this is done. At least I'll have the option. Right now, I don't.
So now I'm 2½ weeks into it. Just far enough into to assess whether it's long term doable. So far so good. I've always thought of NutriSystem as just eating their pre-packaged food, and there is prepackaged food, only supplemented with LOTS of fresh fruits, vegetables, protein and dairy. And did I mention the jugs? Holy cow: I start every day with filling the two jugs shown with filtered water (I ♥ my Brita water pitcher!) and end every day by making my 97th trip to the potty. It's about portion control, eating healthy foods and drinking more water than I previously thought possible. All good habits to make and keep. Here's hoping.
A coupe of weeks ago I was out shopping for a cute, professional outfit to wear to do some teacher observation at the local high school. I was surprised at how expensive relatively shoddy apparel has gotten. To make matters worse, I've gained a fair amount of weight in the last two years. I could sit here and list a hundred excuses for why, but it all boils down to: I have been putting too much of the wrong kinds of foods (and drinks) into my mouth for far too long and it caught up to me in a big way.
This whole teaching thing... I feel like a torch has been lit under my butt - I haven't been this motivated to do something in a long time. And, while I'm focused on learning everything I need to that will make me a good teacher, I realize that my physical appearance affects me, my self-esteem, my confidence, my physical endurance, and last but not least, how others perceive me. Standing in front of a room full of high schoolers is going to be one of the bravest things I'll ever do. And I'm not going to lie - the idea of student teaching scares me half to death. I'm thinking Depends might be appropriate for that first week or so. (kidding)(I hope)
Do you see where I'm going here?
On the way home from shopping I had this moment of clarity concerning something I had been mulling around for a couple of months. With my current body, I would require a whole new wardrobe of teacher-appropriate clothing for student teaching and long term teaching position. OR, I could get serious about finally losing all this weight I've gained. I could feel better about myself, and avoid buying new clothes for a body I was really unhappy with. I'd been eying up NutriSystem, but the price: OY. And yes, it will cost me more than buying new clothes. And I'm not promising that I won't buy new clothes when this is done. At least I'll have the option. Right now, I don't.
So now I'm 2½ weeks into it. Just far enough into to assess whether it's long term doable. So far so good. I've always thought of NutriSystem as just eating their pre-packaged food, and there is prepackaged food, only supplemented with LOTS of fresh fruits, vegetables, protein and dairy. And did I mention the jugs? Holy cow: I start every day with filling the two jugs shown with filtered water (I ♥ my Brita water pitcher!) and end every day by making my 97th trip to the potty. It's about portion control, eating healthy foods and drinking more water than I previously thought possible. All good habits to make and keep. Here's hoping.
Friday, March 11, 2011
Winning the Mother LOAD
In my last post I mentioned that I was doing Lain Ehmann's Layout A Day (to be referred as "LOAD" from here on out...that's how all the cool kids say it). I had this pie in the sky notion that as I completed layouts I'd post them over here, too. There's even a handy-dandy post-to-your-blog button on Flickr, but I quickly found out that it made little teeny tiny images over here, and what's the point of sharing a layout (or a photo, for that matter) if no one can appreciate its juicy goodness. So I did one day and then stopped. And really, I didn't have time to post here and there anyway.
But I thought I'd share share some of my favorites. I was really surprised at how much true-to-me scrapping I did this month. I thought that given my time crunches I'd be reduced to slapping a photo on some cardstock and throwing down some meaningless journaling and call it a day. I'm not saying that I didn't have my fair share of simple pages, or pages with meaningless journaling, but I also had a fair number of pages that I might have created on a day without the time constraints that LOAD provides.
Without further ado:
I'm nor gonna lie. This is a total, complete and nearly exact scraplift of Jen Gallacher's page, I'm not even going to take creative credit. But good Lord. Is that not the cutest thing EVER? The reason I did such an exact copy was, well...duh...because it's the cutest thing EVER, but also because I *thought* that by not having to make ANY decisions this would be quick. HA HA hahaha ha. Boy. Was I wrong. Granted, if I had come up with the entire concept it would have taken me four times as long, but as it was, it still took roughly 2 ½ hours. Not quick. But cute! Cutest thing ever, in fact. Did I mention??
The prompt for this one was to find a digital page that you liked and convert it to paper (if you're a paper scrapper), or a paper layout and convert it to digital if you're a digital scrapper. The inspiration layout was 12x12, a boy layout with browns and blues. I liked the flow of the page and the circular photo. I usually don't do super girly (contrary to what this post looks like so far), but I really like how it came out.
On the far opposite end of the spectrum... This was a super fast layout for me. It came together in roughly 45 minutes, start to finish. Usually it takes me that long to figure out what photo I'm going to use. Before load I *never* used stickers. No way, never gonna happen, don't care how boring you think my pages are: NO STICKERS! But I have to say...sometimes you just have to give in to what's easier. And I really like the school colors on this - usually I find that color scheme and theme...kind of...overwhelming? cheesy? uber juvenile? I don't know, but it's rare that I see a back to school layout that I like. By the way, the journaling on this is just about how back in the day we needed spiral notebooks and #2 pencils, and now kids need multiple boxes of Kleenex and jump drives. How things have changed.
Some one recently asked if I liked myself. My gut reaction was "No." First, I was raised in an extreme "Don't brag. No one likes a bragger!" household. But you know, I DO like myself. I'm not perfect, I've got my faults and things that I work on almost daily. But you know...I have some darn fine qualities, too. There's nothing wrong (Mom!) with recognizing that you're a decent person. I like so much about this layout. The way the arrow colors pop, the way the colors of the "good" qualities are happy and the colors of the "not good" arrows are a little more muted. I like the serendipity that the word "perfectly" ends right at the edge of the picture. I like the simplicity of the layout and the title. I need to add another arrow that says "damn fine scrapbooker!" :P
This one was done on the second to last day of the challenge. Each day Lain would send out a short but inspiration email with a prompt at the end. Some were wacky, some were challenging, some were fun, but they all worked... I read the prompt and my mind started stumbling over itself coming up with ideas for ways to creativity (and me-ly) follow the prompt. On this day she said she was giving us a freebie day. She said we deserved it. I have to say. I was a little devastated. I had made 26 layouts already and my creativity was running dry and I was hitting a VERY big wall. And my own personal cheerleader was doing his thing: "Are you done yet? Are you done yet?" Which really wasn't helping too much. :P I was dang near throwing in my towel. I didn't even have anymore recent photos to work with. Cue the old pics. These were taken in 2008 on a trip to Colorado with Kerig. I've had them printed for ages, but I don't really scrap that much and I just didn't know what to say about them. Somehow, on this day, I figured out what to say. There's still more from that trip, I hope to tackle them soon. Just in case you're interested in what the journaling says:
Nothing super spectacular design wise here, but I *really* liked doing this challenge, and I got a lot out of it. I think the journaling really sums up my feelings about what I gained from it:
I really can't say enough about the LOAD challenge. It's competitive like golf: not me against anyone else, but me wanting to be the best, me-est me I can be. (And by me-est: I mean true to my design aesthetic, writing style, etc...not merely trying to be someone else...although clearly, scraplifting is a-ok on occasion). If you're a scrappy friend, I'd highly encourage you to check it out at LayoutADay.com. It costs $30, but we are allowed to share our alum discount, so if you're interested in signing up and would rather pay $25...let me know. ;) The next LOAD challenge is in May...and yes, I am insane enough that I've signed up again.
The $25 primary gets you daily prompts, but it also gives you a place to upload your pages, the community is SUPER nice, comments and compliments abound. There are periodic prizes involved and at the end...there's a GRAND PRIZE. I'll let you know how juicy that grand prize is....cause...guess what? I WON! It was strictly drawn at random of all the people who completed the challenge, but still! Box'o'goodies is a BOX'O'GOODIES...and I'm super excited about it!
And if you want to check out the duds that didn't make it to this post... :P Check out my LOAD 211 Flickr gallery here.
But I thought I'd share share some of my favorites. I was really surprised at how much true-to-me scrapping I did this month. I thought that given my time crunches I'd be reduced to slapping a photo on some cardstock and throwing down some meaningless journaling and call it a day. I'm not saying that I didn't have my fair share of simple pages, or pages with meaningless journaling, but I also had a fair number of pages that I might have created on a day without the time constraints that LOAD provides.
Without further ado:
The prompt for this one was to find a digital page that you liked and convert it to paper (if you're a paper scrapper), or a paper layout and convert it to digital if you're a digital scrapper. The inspiration layout was 12x12, a boy layout with browns and blues. I liked the flow of the page and the circular photo. I usually don't do super girly (contrary to what this post looks like so far), but I really like how it came out.
On the far opposite end of the spectrum... This was a super fast layout for me. It came together in roughly 45 minutes, start to finish. Usually it takes me that long to figure out what photo I'm going to use. Before load I *never* used stickers. No way, never gonna happen, don't care how boring you think my pages are: NO STICKERS! But I have to say...sometimes you just have to give in to what's easier. And I really like the school colors on this - usually I find that color scheme and theme...kind of...overwhelming? cheesy? uber juvenile? I don't know, but it's rare that I see a back to school layout that I like. By the way, the journaling on this is just about how back in the day we needed spiral notebooks and #2 pencils, and now kids need multiple boxes of Kleenex and jump drives. How things have changed.
TODAY is the day that I found out that not only am I afraid of heights, but -SURPRISE- the higher the height the greater the anxiety.
Kerig’s mom took us to Rocky Mountain National Park, which boasts the highest paved road in the continental United States. No biggie, right? Only to get to this point, we drove for roughly an hour up an UNpaved road. I guess maybe I knew what a switchback was, but now I’m intimately aware of them. The road was only wide enough for one car – maybe a foot or so to spare on either side, but once you were on the path, you were going up. Oh. And there was no guardrail. And as a pretty diehard flatlander I wasn’t accustomed to the way the air changed. About half way up the anxiety was really kicking in, and I put my hoodie over my face so I couldn’t see how high up we were getting, but that made it harder to breathe. So I’d take it off, catch my breath a little…get scared again, go back under the hoodie…and then I started tearing up. At the top there was a park and when we got out I pretty much burst into tears. Poor Judy either thought I was nuts or horribly ungrateful. She was sooo nice about it though, and asked why I hadn’t told them I was so afraid of heights, to which I pretty much blubbered “I didn’t know it was this bad!” Eventually my knees stopped shaking and my heart stopped racing and I could take in the incredibleness of the scenery before me.
I am only familiar with east coast mountains. Kerig is fond of saying that east coast mountains aren’t real mountains, and I had always been a tad bit offended by this. But east coast mountains don’t have snow on them in August. AUGUST!! See that thermometer pointing at 98ºF? That was taken the same day an hour away. It’s crazy to me to think that snow can exist when it’s that hot at the base of the mountain.
I may be afraid of heights, but that doesn’t mean I don’t appreciate the wonder of what an entirely different world it is up there.
Nothing super spectacular design wise here, but I *really* liked doing this challenge, and I got a lot out of it. I think the journaling really sums up my feelings about what I gained from it:
No. It’s not going to rhyme. I haven’t the desire nor the ability. But I will reflect glowingly. This has been quite a journey. To be honest, I don’t think I really had any intentions of actually doing 28 pages. I figured I’d see how long I could go before I felt I had to stop. I knew school would be an issue. But I have always felt that the more I had on my plate, the better I become at managing both my time and my priorities. One of the amazing things that came from this craziness is the idea of balance. When it comes to school I can drag out assignments, obsess about things. I aim for perfection and beat myself up for putting in too much time. I’ve found that LOAD has given me a reason to motor through assignments – not do them half-ass, but not to waste precious time second guessing every decision, every word, every answer. I’ve found that LOAD has rekindled my love of scrapbooking. It’s always there, but I’ve viewed as a treat – the reward for having everything else done. An indulgence. But does it have to be? If it’s this cathartic, should I really relegate it to a couple of hours every other month? And LOAD hasn’t made me a fast scrapper, but it’s made it easier to avoid becoming mired down in indecision. Sleeping on a button’s placement is a luxury that one doesn’t have during LOAD. So here I am. 28 days, 28 pages richer. Memories, stories, pictures, love, every day moments as well as a-ha moments recorded.
Yay me.
I really can't say enough about the LOAD challenge. It's competitive like golf: not me against anyone else, but me wanting to be the best, me-est me I can be. (And by me-est: I mean true to my design aesthetic, writing style, etc...not merely trying to be someone else...although clearly, scraplifting is a-ok on occasion). If you're a scrappy friend, I'd highly encourage you to check it out at LayoutADay.com. It costs $30, but we are allowed to share our alum discount, so if you're interested in signing up and would rather pay $25...let me know. ;) The next LOAD challenge is in May...and yes, I am insane enough that I've signed up again.
The $25 primary gets you daily prompts, but it also gives you a place to upload your pages, the community is SUPER nice, comments and compliments abound. There are periodic prizes involved and at the end...there's a GRAND PRIZE. I'll let you know how juicy that grand prize is....cause...guess what? I WON! It was strictly drawn at random of all the people who completed the challenge, but still! Box'o'goodies is a BOX'O'GOODIES...and I'm super excited about it!
And if you want to check out the duds that didn't make it to this post... :P Check out my LOAD 211 Flickr gallery here.
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